body image · fitness · weight loss · weight stigma

Scary trifecta: Weight Watchers, Oprah, and Ozempic

abstract photo of a bridge railing in a diamond patter, captured using ICM (intentional camera movement) to create blur. Photo by Tracy Isaacs
Image description: abstract photo of a bridge railing in a diamond patter, captured using ICM (intentional camera movement) to create blur. Photo by Tracy Isaacs

CONTENT WARNING: this post talks about Weight Watchers and medications used for weight loss.

We have been dissing Weight Watchers here for a long time, from Sam’s “I hate you, Weight Watchers” post more than a decade ago to my “Oprah: Eating Bread, Making Bread,” when Oprah took shares in the company and joined the board in 2016. It’s a business. Businesses are interested in making money. Oprah is a brand unto herself. She too is interested in making money.

The culture of weight loss and diet has a well-entrenched stronghold still today, but the oppositional voices are getting louder. Many of us here at the blog are fans of the Maintenance Phase podcast and host Aubrey Gordon’s book about weight loss myths. We’ve read Kate Manne’s Unshrinking and written about it. And we’ve consistently talked about body image, body acceptance, anti-diet perspectives, the disentangling of size and health, rejection of body-shaming — too many posts to count.

And so it was with interest and not a little bit of suspicion and skepticism that I tuned in to the Oprah/Weight Watchers YouTube livestream “event” the other day to find out what new message WW could possibly be peddling under the title: “Making the Shift: A New Way to Think about Weight.” Could they finally, finally be changing to a new narrative that, despite their brand, is NOT about weight loss?

We have been here before, where they have gone from “Weight Watchers” to “WW,” and where they have gone from “dieting” to “lifestyle” and “healthy habits.” None of these shifts has been enough to change their game entirely. I mean, in the end their users are joining to lose weight. What, I wondered, are they up to now?

The event started off inspiring confidence that maybe, just maybe, real change is afoot. Oprah, in her “girlfriend” way, started with a story of total humiliation during her first appearance on the Tonight Show in 1985, when Joan Rivers asked her how she gained “the weight” and had her promising to lose 15 pounds by the end of the show (after which she gained 25). She lamented her contribution to narratives of “weight loss success” over the years, including pushing liquid diets as a path to weight loss. She claimed that one of her career lowpoints, about which she is filled with regret, is that time she rolled a cart of fat equalling in weight the fat she’d lost, onto her stage.

But in her preamble, right after she told her stories, she identified obesity as a “disease” for which no one should carry shame. We should all, she said, love our bodies. She listed of a range of possible ways to go, none of which anyone is obligated to pursue. You do not deserve to be shamed, she said, “whether you choose to start moving more, whether you want to eat differently, whether you want to change your lifestyle, whether you want to take the medications, or whether you choose to do absolutely nothing.” To be satisfied the way you are, where you are, is totally “up to you.” Then the CEO of Weight Watchers, Sima Sistani, came on and apologized for her company’s contribution to diet culture and the harm it has caused to the people who did not reach their goals on their program.

This “event” is part of a series of media moments paving the way for Weight Watchers to start promoting the use of weight loss medications. This is not brand new news, but it was news to me. And I have to say, if you had asked me to predict that “we should all love ourselves without shame” would end up at “and if that includes taking medications to lose weight so you can conform to the cultural standard for acceptable bodies,” I would not have landed there.

With the diet/points program failing to help people achieve long-term weight loss (because diets don’t work), it had two choices: become irrelevant or start encouraging people to take medication. I’ve had it pointed out to me that in some ways this strategy is more on point with the truth of what is required for successful weight loss. And that may be the case.

What I find most egregious about the live-stream is the mixed messaging. I have never thought that the only reason diet culture is harmful is that it’s almost impossible to lose weight and keep it off. That is a harm, to be sure, if people are going to continue to chase an unattainable goal and support the industry that promotes it. But I continue to think that more serious harm is that it reinforces the idea that the only acceptable body type is slimmer. Whether through diet or exercise or medication, weight loss is still the goal. Are we resigned to maintaining this picture and keeping weight loss as a life goal?

This tweak to the weight loss narrative adds a further layer of personal responsibility onto a problem of cultural harm. Keep in mind too that the drugs work by making it easier to consume fewer calories. So in the end, they reinforce the connection between calorie intake and weight gain or loss, thus offering credence to the view that dieting would work but for the dieter eating more than they “should.”

If we could rewrite that conversation with Oprah and Joan Rivers, the gist of it would still be that Oprah should lose the weight, and if that means taking the meds, then take the meds. But is it not more concerning still, is it not, that Joan Rivers felt she had the right to call out Oprah’s size (at all, nevermind so publicly on national television)? Of course Oprah has now very publicly affirmed her use of the new weight loss drugs, like Ozempic, for the purposes of weight loss. And these have now been built into Weight Watchers’ business plan.

It’s tricky of course. No one wants to say we don’t have choices, and that if people opt for a certain choice that’s their business. But there is a tension in broadening the range of pathways to body-acceptance to include new forms of weight loss. It falls into the same category of tension, I think, as anti-aging cosmetic procedures like fillers and surgeries. The more people opt for these “treatments,” the more the prizing of youthful appearance and the rejection of aging faces and bodies remains the normative standard. Does that mean these things shouldn’t be available as options? No. But does it mean that there would be less harm and more opportunity for a healthier and more realistic range, if fewer people chose them. And it would be better if we didn’t feel that normative pressure so strongly. But it’s tough to be an outlier and it takes energy, effort, and awareness to reject the messaging.

To me Oprah + Weight Watchers + weight loss meds is a scary trifecta. The mixed messages have hit a new low. Their contribution to the fear of being fat has not stopped. It has simply evolved with the times to generate a new and profitable income-stream.

fit at mid-life

Fond memories of Sam and Tracy’s book launch season of 2018

Photo description: Tracy and Sam side-by-side with Tracy’s elbow on Sam’s shoulder, Sam on her bicycle, both smiling and wearing sunglasses, street and building in the background. Photo credit: Ruth Kivilahti

Lately, lots of memories have been showing up on my various feeds that take me back to 2018 when Sam and I launched our book, Fit at Mid-Life: A Feminist Fitness Journey. It was a heady time, where we felt constantly amazed at what we had done with the blog and then the book. Writing can be hard, but we marvelled at how almost-effortless it felt to write the book because we did it together.

It was a fun project that I have all and only fond memories of. And the launch season was an absolute blast. Here’s our post from this day in 2018, about how much we loved it.

We loved our launch — hear the audio and see us on TV

challenge · fitness · shoes

Tracy’s reflections on her life-changing 2023 “no-buy” year

In 2023 I decided not to buy any clothing, accessories, footwear, or photography equipment for the year. I integrated my word-of-the-year for 2023 “thrift,” into that project as a way of increasing my focus and resolve. Now, more than midway through February 2024, I have incorporated no-buy in these categories so throughly into my life that I didn’t even think about giving a report about how it went until a friend asked me the other day if I planned to write one. Julie, this is for you.

I’m not the first person from the Fit Is a Feminist Issue bloggers to do this. We all took our inspiration from Mina, who did it back in 2018 and then blogged about buying new running gear early into 2019. Sam, Catherine, Martha, and Diane have all embarked on the Buy-Nothing Challenge and blogged about it at various junctures.

Overall, I got more out of this year than I expected to, and not just the obvious thing of saving money. It’s almost embarrassing now to think back on a time when shopping was something that had such a presence in my life that I felt the need explicitly to put the brakes on it for a year. Who was that person? I neither miss her nor aspire ever to be like her again. The casual expression of privilege through mindless shopping for things in excess of what I need to support the life I intentionally choose to live actually now makes me cringe.

As noted in our word-of-the-year update post back in May 2023, I chose my no-buy categories for a reason: “These things all made the list because they are things I tend to spend way beyond my needs on them. There is simply no need to browse the clothing every time I go to Costco, to buy earrings every time I travel, or to keep adding to my camera kit when I already have more equipment — and it’s good equipment — than I regularly use.”

My deliberate no-buy initiative has been over for almost two months and so far I have made two purchases in the restricted categories: a five-pack of underwear and a new pair of pajamas.

The year was seriously beneficial to my overall sense of well-being and contentment. Here are some reflections on how it changed me:

  • It got me into a “glass half full” mindset really quickly. As soon as actual shopping was no longer an option, I turned to “shopping in my closet” to see what had been languishing in its dark corners, squeezed between other things, for years without being worn. It may sound cliché, but instead of dwelling on what I couldn’t have (new things!), I began to appreciate the things I do have. There is not one single occasion in 2024 where I couldn’t find sufficient choice among what I already had in my closet. This attitude has extended into other areas of my life, making me see the things I have differently.
  • It fuelled my motivation to get rid of things. Not only did I have sufficient choice in the clothing department, I soon came to see that I had very many things that I would never wear again. I made a first pass through the closet pretty early on and put the obvious contenders aside for donation. I gathered up a bunch of shoes and offered first choice to a friend who takes the same size. She went home with ten pairs of shoes and boots. I still have too many. If 2023’s no-buy project was about awareness, 2024 is about action. Right now I am doing Project 333 and it’s another step in gaining a sense of what I truly need. I am also working my way through Joshua Becker’s The Minimalist Home, room by room (to me, it’s way more approachable than Maria Kondo’s method). I expect that by the end of the closets chapter about 60% of what’s still hanging in mine will be gone.
  • It freed me up to do other things. I don’t know how much time I spent browsing (physically and online) for things I didn’t need, but between the literal time saved and the mental energy of knowing that “I’m not shopping so why browse?” I have felt much more available to other things. I started a new blog on veganism, I am writing most mornings, and I have lately rediscovered my love of weight training.
  • When I do buy something, I am more deliberate about my purchase. This is not just with the things that were on the restricted list, but with everything I buy now. I think carefully about whether I need it. I consider realistically how much use I will get out of it and whether there is anything I already have that would serve me just as well. Last week the purse I’d been using all year was looking pretty ratty. Instead of buying a new one I remembered I have a like-new purse in my closet. I swapped the like-new in for the ready-to-be-retired bag and I’m all set now for probably another year. The questions about need are sincere questions, and a possible outcome is that I will in fact get something new. But it will be a well-considered purchase.
  • I learned something from my lapses. I had three departures from my no-buy commitment in 2023.
    • First: In the late summer I decided I needed a smaller camera bag for day-trips. Since I take photography seriously, I wanted a decent bag. I went with the 21-litre version of my excellent 31-litre WANDRD PRVKE bag. It turned out not to be a great purchase. It’s a fine bag, but it’s still quite large — larger than what you want for a day trip. And it was a huge splurge. And for it to function well as a bag for photo gear, you need the camera cube that fits inside. The one for my 31-litre bag didn’t fit. So I ended up buying a new cube. I have used the backpack with cube exactly NEVER. Regrets? Yes, but I’m hoping to give it an honest try on a short trip I’m taking to Newfoundland in June.
    • Second: Also related to photography, I have long been wanting a 70-200mm lens. But I was holding off because I have also been going back and forth on whether to switch from a DSLR to a mirrorless camera. Mirrorless is really the future of digital photography. But the switch is expensive. Partly as a result of my no-buy year, I came to appreciate my DSLR system and made a decision to stick with it for at least the next few years. That decision made me think, “so I should get that 70-200mm f/2.8 I’ve been thinking about.” With my birthday coming up in September, I went for it. Regrets? Not really. It’s an incredible lens and takes outstanding photos. I used it to take the photo illustrating this post. And in the overall scheme of things, the larger decision about sticking with the DSLR for the next few years justifies the purchase.
    • Third: New running shoes. But that’s something that was going to be inevitable from the get-go. When the practitioner I consulted about some ongoing foot problems recommended a different style of running shoe, it felt wise to follow the advice. Regrets: No.
  • I’m not as attached to “things” as I used to be. Not only am I not as attached, I have actually developed an aversion to things that I don’t need or appreciate for their aesthetic qualities. Maybe there are other categories of things, like those to which I have a sentimental attachment, but mostly if I don’t need it or like the look or feel of it, I don’t want it around. It took the whole year to solidify this idea in my head, and as I said I’m not yet acting on it all the time with respect to the things I already have. But my desire to acquire new things that I can’t use is pretty much non-existent at this point. I have more than enough art for my available wall-space, some of it not hanging. I am also aware that there are some artworks and decorative things in my place that I don’t really like. Some came to me as gifts that I have felt obligated to keep, even display, for fear of affronting someone. I like Joshua Becker’s observation that we tend to attribute extra value to things simply because we own them, irrespective of how they actually fit into our life.
  • It’s helped me a lot with FOMO in all areas. I used to be as susceptible as anyone to FOMO — fear of missing out. I think this prompted some of my shopping, where I would think that not purchasing something that I like would be a missed opportunity never to return. This feeling was especially acute when travelling because it might often literally be the case that I will never come across those particular earrings or whatever again. I had FOMO too about experiences others were having or events others were attending. Like this week, for example, a lot of the philosophers are in New Orleans for the APA. Months back I was invited to be part of a panel that would have had me attend as well. I thought ahead to what it might feel like to have to travel in February, with variables like the weather and my workload undetermined. At the time it felt like possible stress I don’t need. As it turns out, the weather is fine. But I’m glad I didn’t commit to having to write something that isn’t what I want to write and that would have taken me away from the writing projects I actually care about, just so I could go to New Orleans. Even though the gathering of friends from all over the place in a fun city tugs at me a bit, I’m happy I didn’t let FOMO motivate a commitment that doesn’t align well with my current goals.
  • Not buying things has become a habit and I plan to keep it. As you can tell from what I’ve said already, I’m really feeling energized and lighter as a result of my year of not buying things in my three “problem categories.” I think of the year more as a reset than as a deprivation. I honestly didn’t feel as if I was fighting against any urges or anything through the year. Instead, I experienced it as a kind of freedom because, once it was decided that those things were off the table, for the most part I just followed the guidance. Now maybe that says that I chose just the right time to embark on this challenge, such that it hardly presented itself as a challenge at all. It did redirect my attention in a positive way though. And having done it deliberately for a year, I’ve established it as a habit that suits me well.

Upshot: it was a good year. It helped me gain a foothold on who I am and what makes me happy. I’m not working my way down to one bowl and one spoon or anything like that. But 2023 has positioned me well for 2024, which is going to take it one step further, into actively shedding, discarding, and letting go of things.

fitness · motivation

The motivating force of a good routine

I don’t call my January efforts “resolutions.” But I do have a sense of January as a fresh page, full of possibility. And I work that sense to my advantage, feeling newly motivated on January 1st when it comes to starting new routines. Shortly into December I embarked on a 10-week commitment to Caroline Girvan’s first EPIC program.

When I last blogged about it I was just into week three and feeling enthusiastic enough to pack some dumbbells so I could continue the program through the holidays at my parents’ house. At five workouts a week, the EPIC program is not what I would call a small commitment. Most of the workouts are 45-60 minutes, with a shorter (30-minute) HIIT on Sundays. The schedule of workouts every Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Friday and Sunday for ten weeks establishes an intensive enough routine for anyone who is sticking to it (as I have been).

Image description: EPIC schedule, a grid with ten weeks, seven days each week, each day with a short description of the workout (e.g. dumbbell full body). Stickers with check marks are on the completed workouts.

I got a little bit nervous as January approached because I always do Yoga with Adriene in January. For anyone unfamiliar with Adriene, every January she does a full month of new content for 30 days. Each day builds on the one before, and it is truly something wonderful. This year, I signed up for her FLOW series, not without a little trepidation about how I was going to fit in five EPIC workouts a week and daily YWA. I got to ease into it with a slightly longer holiday break this year that gave me quite a bit of freedom through the first week of January.

My morning routine starts with the cats (feeding them then playing for a bit), then meditation, then 15 minutes of writing, then yoga. If I can get that all in before breakfast, I’m a happy lark. I put the EPIC workouts later in the day, either right before lunch or right before dinner. As it turns out, this schedule sustained me through the entire month of January, even after work started. Even during weeks where I had an endless list of things to do. After a period of time, instead of trying to firgure out how to fit my workouts into my day, I structured my days around my workouts. It’s a subtle difference but it makes a difference.

The only day I forgot to do yoga was last Saturday when I was so fixated on the vegan potluck at Sam’s that I literally didn’t think of yoga (to be fair, I did do the one-hour EPIC workout that had been scheduled for the Friday but I was too exhausted to do on Friday. That change probably contributed to me forgetting to do the yoga later as much as the donuts).

Here’s what I can say: a good routine gives me hope and motivation. I especially like tracking my workouts (which is surprising, considering how much tracking anything used to depress me twelve years ago). I went old school and printed the schedules and stuck them on my wall. The EPIC schedule is pictured above. The FLOW schedule is here:

Image description: Portion of a 30 day calendar that says “FLOW A 30 DAY YOGA JOURNEY” and “JANUARY 2024” at the top and has each day, the name of the session, and the time (e.g. Day 2, NOTICE, 22 mins). Checkmarks for each completed day.

For EPIC, I add a green sticker every time I finish a workout. Watching the stickers add up over the past eight and a half weeks has kept me going on days when I didn’t feel like it. It also helped me know where I was if I took an extra rest day. I modified the weeks a few times, taking rest on Wednesday instead of Thursday, or on Friday instead of Saturday.

Considering just how unmotivated I was until mid-December, it is truly remarkable to me how easily I managed to establish and stick to my routine. Sometimes it’s just a matter of timing. If I truly feel as if “enough’s enough!” I can pull myself out of my malaise for an enthusiastic few days. But what’s challenging is the long game. This time, between choosing well (I love both programs), printing out the schedules, marking off completed workouts, and also making a solid commitment, I stuck it out.

That said, I took a day off yoga on Thursday, and I think I will take a week of rest after I finish EPIC and before I begin the next round of ten-weeks: EPIC II. I don’t see a short break in routine as a problem–but I am finding great satisfaction in the momentum I’ve built up.

My next challenge will be to get walking and eventually running again three times a week. I haven’t found the winter weather to be particularly inspiring this year, though as a Canadian I know well that if I dress for it I always feel good once I’m out there.

How did your January routines go? Will they sustain you through another month (or two?)?

aging · fitness

Study shows plant-based protein is good for healthier aging for women

Most of my blogging these days is over at my solo-venture, Vegan Practically. And occasionally I write something there that may be of interest to readers here too. Such was the case this week when I posted about a recent study that indicates that protein, especially plant-based protein, helps women with “healthy” aging. In my post I say more about why I don’t often focus on the health arguments for plant-based eating and I also express some possible concerns we might have about the concept of “healthy” aging. But the study does offer a further argument for incorporating more plant-based protein into our food choices, and that’s a great thing!

I hope you this makes you want to read more! If so, please follow the link to this post, and I encourage you to explore the blog further while you’re there 🙂

Bon Appétit!

aging · fitness · mobility · yoga

How approaching 60 feels different from approaching 50

Image description: Tracy, smiling and wearing a winter hat, black winter jacket, black pants, and mittens, standing beside a trail map and a sign that says “Altberg Wildlife Sanctuary Nature Reserve.” Dried leaves and trees in the background, with a little bit of snow in the foreground. Photo credit: Leslie Orr.

Sam and I started the blog way back in 2012 because we were approaching our 50th birthdays. We launched it as a place for us to talk about our “Fittest by 50 challenge,” which we later documented in our book Fit at Midlife: A Feminist Fitness Journey (2018). Lately I’ve been reflecting upon how different I feel now, in the year that I am about to turn 60, than I did 10-12 years ago, in that exciting period of trying to be the fittest I had ever been in my life.

Back then I was training hard for my goal: an Olympic distance triathlon. My life revolved around swimming, biking, and running, trying to get comfortable with the requisite distances (1500m, 40 km, 10 km) and with that distinctive element of any triathlon, the “transition” from swim to bike, bike to run. Looking back, I don’t even know how I fit all the workouts and training sessions in each week.

Now, with my 60th not quite nine months away, I’m not swimming, I’ve given up cycling, and after a spate of injuries that started in 2019, I’m on the fence about running. My goals for 60 are more about sustainable routines. I want to do things that I can realistically expect to be doing for at least another decade and likely more: yoga, walking, and weight training. I am aware that I can put swimming back into the equation at any time and likely one day will. But right now I have settled into a good rhythm with yoga, walking, and weight training (the EPIC program I blogged about recently).

The main difference between approaching 50 and approaching 60 is that my focus has shifted squarely onto sustainable activities. By “sustainable” I mean things I can keep doing well into my later years. I am not trying to be “the fittest.” When I was training for the triathlons I was in really strong form with a capacity for endurance that I’m not sure I will ever again attain. For some years into my 50s, even after I gave up triathlon to focus mainly on running, I kept increasing my distance (with several half marathons, a couple of turns at Around the Bay 30K, and even doing one dreaded marathon in 2015).

I realize that lots of people do continue to do those things into their sixties, seventies, and eighties. But I came to realize that I’m not interested in that kind of activity anymore. And though I may re-introduce running at some point, if I do, it will be for moderate distances, maxing out at 10K. For now, I’m enjoying walking, yoga, and weight training at home. I have a good set of dumbbells ranging from 2 pounds to 25 pounds, a couple of kettlebells, and a great solid rack to keep them all off the floor. My set-up for home workouts is great. The majority of my yoga is also at home, with occasional (sometimes weekly) trips to the hot yoga studio. Every Sunday I go for walks with my running group (some of us run, some walk, and we all go for breakfast after).

It all feels very integrated into my lifestyle. Yes, I need to carve out the time, but it’s time I’m enjoying carving out. I love going on trail hikes, whether locally or abroad. I can maintain a decent pace but being in nature has other benefits so I’m rarely in power-mode when I’m hiking.

When I was approaching my fifties, I had an intensity and focus around my fitness activities that was extremely goal-oriented. I had an eye on one thing and one thing only: the Olympic distance triathlon. Though of course the goal yielded some internal change (mostly in the form of perseverance), the goal itself was external.

Looking ahead to my sixties my goals feel closer to home: I want to live with ease, joy, and energy. My word of the year this year is “STRONG,” and I do feel super-energized with the reintroduction of challenging weight routines that are once again making me aware of my muscles. Instead of “product” goals, you might say I’m entering my sixties with the idea of “process” goals about how I see myself living my life.

I don’t think I was worried about turning 50. Nor am I worried about turning 60. It’s an exciting time, with retirement in view, and an evolving vision of what that will be like. In every scenario I am imagining, walking, yoga, and some resistance training are an easy fit.

In the end I’m not sure I’ve successfully articulated the qualitative difference between the last time I was a “nine-ender” and now. But what I can say is: it feels more peaceful.

Who else is approaching a new decade? Do you have a different attitude about it today than you did ten years ago?

strength training · training

Tracy dives into the EPIC program

Ten-pound hexagonal dumbbell in the foreground on a wood laminate floor, with a blurry background that includes a pair of running shoes on the left and two kettlebells to their right. Photo by Tracy Isaacs
Image description: Ten-pound hexagonal dumbbell in the foreground on a wood laminate floor, with a blurry background that includes a pair of running shoes on the left and two kettlebells to their right. Photo by Tracy Isaacs

Before I knew it, I stumbled into her EPIC series, which started with the first ten-week EPIC program about three years ago, when all of our training went virtual because of the pandemic. As I write this, I’m into week three of the program and loving it. It’s five workouts a week: three are about 45 minutes, Fridays are an hour-long full body workout, and Sundays are a 30-minute-ish HIIT session. Rest days on Thursday and Saturday. All you need are dumbbells, a mat, and your body, with some sessions, like HIIT, requiring just bodyweight and a mat. It’s ideal for home workouts, although already I can see that I’ll be wanting some heavier dumbbells along the way.

That’s okay. For now, I’m making do with a set of 4LB and a set of 10LB dumbbells, a 15LB kettlebell and a 20LB kettlebell. I wouldn’t mind some 8 or 12 pound DBs, and definitely a set of 15 pounders. I have a full range of more than I will ever need downstairs in my condo’s fitness centre. But for now I’m loving that I can just do these workouts in my own space at my own pace with no one else around.

The program is not for the feint of heart. If I hadn’t had so much pandemic training from Alex, who taught us how to modify where needed, I would probably have decided I wasn’t up for the challenge and opted for something less intense.

Image description: Sheet of paper with EPIC 1 SCHEDULE written at the top and Monday to Sunday calendar grid of squares, indicating workouts/rest days. Twelve squares have stickers with checkmarks on them.

I printed off the schedule and posted it on my wall to motivate me and keep me on track. Each time I complete a workout, I put a sticker with a checkmark on that day in the calendar. I have come to know something about myself: I am highly motivated by streaks. Once I can get a streak going, I don’t want it to end. So far I have done each workout on its scheduled day. This morning was Day Twelve: a full 45 minutes of shoulder work.

Caroline’s style is a “follow the leader” kind of style. She gives some remarks at the beginning of the workout explaining what’s to come in terms of the timing of work intervals and rest intervals. For example, today’s was 30 seconds on followed by 30 seconds of rest, but often it’s 40 seconds of work and 20 seconds of rest, and on HIIT days rest can be as little as ten seconds. She also gives some tips and suggestions at the beginning. And for context, she tells us what weights she’s using for the workout that day.

But once the opening remarks are done, she doesn’t talk again. Instead, she clearly demos the moves and you just follow along with her. There is a count-down timer on the active intervals and the rest intervals, and the screen tells you clearly what is coming up, including an inset video that shows her doing the next set. You get three beeps before the end of a set and then a longer beep to indicate it’s over. I find it really easy to follow along and I love that she doesn’t talk throughout. This is really a matter of personal preference. I know others who prefer the style of trainer that talks you through and motivates you that way. For now, I’m enjoying this approach.

Anyone familiar with resistance training will find a range of familiar moves, sometimes with variations. You’ll find all manner of squats and lunges, push-ups and burpees, planks, presses, dips, curls, skull-crushers, raises, flyes, deadlifts, and sometimes very complex (to me) moves like makers or burpees into an overhead press. The Sunday HIIT sessions are pretty intense. I’ve only done two Sundays so far and last time I had to opt for the low-impact alternative. It was clear from the outset that I would be completely defeated by 30 minutes of burpee variations. But I love that she offers a low-impact option, and it was intense enough for me.

The workouts vary in approach. Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday they are usually a focus on upper or lower body, but sometimes really zero in — like today’s shoulder workout and yesterday’s quad-focused squat-fest. Some days they are “no-repeat,” where every single set is different. Some days, like today and yesterday, the sets are repeated in the traditional way you would expect. They are always (or at least so far) by time, not by reps.

Ab work is included some, but not all, days. It is really hard.

Caroline herself has a chisled physique and an enormous amount of energy. She throws herself into the workouts and never asks anyone to do anything she’s not doing herself. That said, she is human and sometimes has to take breaks too. I find that reassuring.

If I had one complaint it’s the music. I understand that for copyright reasons it’s just not possible for her to use all the latest and greatest workout hits and switch up her playlists. The music for workouts is basically the same playlist every day, and it’s not particularly catchy though it’s got a decent beat. It’s either the limited playlist that she has purchased a license to use or it’s available open source. Either way, it gets rather repetitive and if I didn’t need the beep countdown to tell me when a set was over, I might do as Anita suggested and mute her tracks to play my own. Yesterday I experimented with putting the volume on her music very low once the workout started and listening to an audiobook. That worked pretty well.

As is always the case when I see quality content for free on YouTube, I am really impressed that this is a free offering. I’m sure she has enough followers now that, like Adriene of Yoga with Adriene, she has developed a solid income stream through YouTube ads and some premium content that she offers through her app.

Looking ahead, I still have quite a few weeks left of EPIC 1. I have enjoyed every workout so far and I already feel as if I am getting stronger. Caroline Girvan’s EPIC program has definitely lifted me out of my rut. With four more EPIC programs available to try after this ten weeks is up, I feel good about deciding now to make her EPIC series my focus for resistance training in 2024.

Do you have any YouTube trainers to recommend? What are your plans for 2024?

challenge · fitness · yoga

A 30-day yoga challenge Tracy can get behind — any other takers?

Image description: grid with 30 days of yoga poses, one per square, cartoon-like drawings of a person doing each pose on a yoga mat. Each square includes the name of the pose (e.g. Pigeon Pose) at the bottom and the challenge day (e.g. Day 28) at the top.

I like 30-day challenges. I like easy and attainable challenges. And I love yoga. So when Sam brought this very attainable 30-day yoga challenge from Livestrong to the attention of the Fit Is a Feminist Issue blog regulars, I said, “Yes please!” I need to kickstart my Fall. Most people’s activity routines get solid through the summer. Mine faltered. Nothing like the first day of September and a very easy daily goal to ease back into it.

The gist of it is this: they suggest one pose a day (as per the above poster) for each day of the challenge. The commitment is to hold the pose twice a day for 30-60 seconds. If your body isn’t keen on the suggested pose, pick a different one. That’s it. I can do that.

And I bet you can too. Who wants to join me?

fitness · motivation · WOTY

Collective Word-of-the-Year Update

Image description: star-shaped word cloud featuring the repetition of four words in block letters: GROWTH, WELCOME, PURPOSE, THRIFT.

A few of us chose Words-of-the-Year back in January and we are due for a check-in to see how the chosen WOTY are working for us.

Mina

I couldn’t even remember my word, when Tracy proposed this post. When she reminded me it was WELCOME, I had to go back and look at why. Oh right, because I knew how hard the year was going to be and I wanted to find something that expressed a willingness to receive what was given this year and, in that way, find flow and ease, dynamism and stillness. I rejected the words GRIT and RESILIENCE, as too much focused on survival (versus the potential to thrive). I’m glad of my choice. At this point, every time someone tells me I’m resilient, a part of me wants to punch them and then collapse to the ground screaming and crying to prove that I’m not and that I need their care. I am welcoming those feelings. I am welcoming grief. Sure, some moments I set my grief off to the side, to try to focus on work or a friend or the potential of a pleasurable moment. But I am never denying grief, or pushing it away, as if it doesn’t belong. This opportunity to be reminded of my word and welcome it anew is well-timed. Welcome springtime.

Nicole

My WOTY is PURPOSE. I also forgot what it was and Tracy reminded me. I thought it was BLOSSOM, but turns out, that was last year’s word. I think there is something to the way my memory has worked with respect to the WOTY. Perhaps, 2022 was getting my mind ready to BLOSSOM, but I wasn’t in a place to actually BLOSSOM. After leaving my last job and having some time to find my next opportunity, I had the privilege of time to think about where I would like to work. I have landed in a place that will provide me with an opportunity to learn, grow, use my legal skills and work at helping others. This seems like an opportunity to BLOSSOM. It also seems like an opportunity to do my work with PURPOSE (2023 WOTY). With respect to exercise, sometimes I have to remind myself the PURPOSE of my exercise. I am good at keeping my schedule, but lately, I find myself tired and cranky, on occasion. I blame it on menopause, but it could be other factors. Either way, in the moments of tiredness and crankiness, I believe it would be wise of me to remind myself of the PURPOSE of why I exercise. It provides me with energy and a clear head and strength – life transitions be damned. I also am purposeful about appreciating the ability to experience these life transitions, as I am more often than not, cognizant of this privilege that not all are afforded. I’m glad to be reminded of my WOTY. I endeavor to use PURPOSE in both my work and working out, for the remainder of the year.

Samantha

From my original WOTY post, “My word for 2023 is GROWTH. I want to expand in lots of different ways. I want to learn new things, make some new friends, discover some new music, travel to new places, read some new authors, and think about new problems. I want to challenge myself to think big and take risks. I’m not sure yet what the specific fitness applications of this new focus will be but I’m open to ideas.”

How’s that working out for me?

Well, on the one hand, not as well as I’d hoped. It feels a bit more like Groundhog Day, as I’m halfway through medical leave for the second knee replacement. Instead of doing new things, mostly I’m working hard to get back to old things. I keep thinking words like “grit” and “determination” might have served me better.

On the other hand, if I think about life on the other side of this surgery and recovery, “growth” is still a word that excites. I keep thinking about new things I can do and new places I can travel with two working knees. It’s also pushing me to think about goals bigger than mere recovery. I’m excited about a lot of strength training in my future.

Elan

New things I have EXPLORED so far this year:

  • Tap dance lessons (first time ever)
  • A new position in soccer (first time ever)
  • Handbells choir (first time in 35 years)
  • Some wild high-tech shorts that measure your shape in 3D (review post forthcoming)

Last year during a tough time @fieldpoppy wrote about following Adriene’s yoga series, Begin, in which she describes the “Beginner’s Mind.” It’s exactly the non-self-critical headspace that gives the rest of me permission to explore new things: “presence, simplicity, no decisions. […] Experience what’s there now, not what was once there, or what could be there in the future.”

Tracy

My word-of-the-year this year is THRIFT. Not in the sense of “thrifting,” where you shop for bargains at thrift stores, but more in the sense of being thrifty or frugal overall. It dovetails with my no-buy challenge, which involves no purchasing clothes, jewelry, accessories, or camera equipment in 2023.

These things all made the list because they are things I tend to spend way beyond my needs on them. There is simply no need to browse the clothing every time I go to Costco, to buy earrings every time I travel, or to keep adding to my camera kit when I already have more equipment — and it’s good equipment — than I regularly use.

The no-buy challenge and my WOTY have combined to make me think more carefully about my “allowable” expenses. As has everyone, I’ve noticed the prices shooting up in the grocery store and at the gas station, making everyday necessities quite a bit more expensive than they used to be. Taking a more thrifty approach means I will sometimes forgo things I would otherwise have purchased.

It’s also gotten me to try a discount airline for the first time. I’m flying out to Vancouver to see my step daughter and her partner and meet my new grand-baby. on Swoop the round trip ticket is a mere $163 CDN! If I can get away with just a small back pack (I’m gonna try!), I won’t have to fork over the additional $60 EACH WAY for a carry-on! If I wasn’t trying to economize this year I’d probably just do it. But now I feel as if it’s a challenge.

Related to my no-buy thrifty year, is a more aesthetic desire for minimalism. I’m not there but I wish I could be. If in the second half of this year I can combine no-buy with also shedding some stuff, so much the better.

I find having a WOTY can be a motivating touchstone for me when I’ve chosen well. This year I feel I’ve chosen very well. I had a brief moment today where I started browsing for dresses on a website, and pretty much the only thing that stopped me was my no-buy thing. Indeed, I almost said “screw it! I can buy a couple of dresses,” and then a friend who I ran it by said, “but think how you’ll feel after you’ve done so well so far.” That got me over the hump. The moment passed. I didn’t buy new dresses and instead I committed to going through my closet to remind myself what’s in there as far as summer wardrobe goes. I’m sure there is plenty.

I anticipate one exception, which is I need new running shoes pretty soon. I think that should be okay since it’s a well-considered purchase and my current shoes are reaching their training mileage limit.

All-in-all I’m happy with my word THRIFT and can already see a slight shift towards more intentional MINIMALISM in my future for next year.

fitness · racing · running · training

Run for Retina Research: Last year of a great local event

My team, RunFam, at the Run for Retina Research. Five runners standing arm in arm, smiling, from left right: short-haired woman (Pat) with sunglasses on and bib number 297, man (Kevin) with a black ball cap and tank and bib number 296, man (Ed) with black ball cap, woman (Tracy) with black ballcap and sunglasses and tank with bib number 192, blond-haired woman (Julie) wearning subglasses and a tank and leaning in, bib number 248
Image description: My team, RunFam, at the Run for Retina Research. Five runners standing arm in arm, smiling, from left right: short-haired woman (Pat) with sunglasses on and bib number 297, man (Kevin) with a black ball cap and tank and bib number 296, man (Ed) with black ball cap, woman (Tracy) with black ballcap and sunglasses and tank with bib number 192, blond-haired woman (Julie) wearning subglasses and a tank and leaning in, bib number 248.

On Sunday I did the Run for Retina Research 10K. It’s an event that has been running for 20 years, with options for 5K, 10K, or a half marathon. I’ve done it many times (including in October 2022), and it is known locally as a fun race where you usually get an extra jacket or technical top. It’s also for a really good cause in support of urgent eye care at one of our hospitals.

But oh wow what a brutal 10K it was. I have done other 10Ks without training enough, but I don’t think I’ve ever before been untrained quite to this degree. And of course we would be having unseasonably warm weather for April.

Despite that it was a tough slog and I ran most of it on my own, with my music and my inner voice vacillating between “why are you doing this?” and “you can do this!” it actually turned out to be all-in-all a fun day for the RunFam.

Our team was the second highest fundraising team of the event. We deserve to feel good about this considering that across all the distances there were 700 participants.

We all finished even though we didn’t feel super-prepared. For me, it was my 10K PW (“personal worst”) but oh well. I am not in the shape that I used to be and I didn’t train consistently, so to expect anything more would have been to believe in miracles. That said, I am now feeling inspired for the next event, the Shoppers Drug Mart sponsored Women’s Run on June 11th. Maybe this time, an upcoming race will be the training goal I need to actually get me out the door for regular training. The Run for Retina was supposed to function in that same incentivizing way but it didn’t. But that doesn’t mean the next challenge won’t.

It’s also just fun to get out and do things with others, even if I score a PW instead of a PB. And I’m happy we took part in the last ever Run for Retina Research. Based on the jackets hanging in my closet and the one long-sleeved jersey, I can see that I’ve done it four times. The latest jacket is quite lovely, a white and grey zip-up that fits well and looks quite smart.

I know lots of people who don’t like doing events that travel the same routes that they do on a regular basis. It’s great to do destination events, but I actually enjoy the simplicity of keeping it local and I like contributing to London, Ontario’s vibrant running community. We are incredibly fortunate to have pathways all along the river, and somehow on race day those well-travelled routes feel different and more alive.

How do you feel about local events?