For a couple of hours anyway.
Occasionally, I do some (clothed!) modelling for a local art group.
I’m always a bit nervous beforehand because I want to give them good poses to draw but once I get there, I have a great time.
There’s something so focusing and relaxing about having nothing else to do but stay still.
I’m the rest of my life, I usually have to make a conscious decision to stay still so my brain will stop prompting me to do stuff and stop wondering why I am lazing around.
And I guess in this case I have made the decision as well but it feels different because moving is the wrong thing to do.
Moving would ruin things.
So it’s not just a choice, it’s important to just sit and be.
And I like it.
