November is officially my least favorite month of the year. It’s dark by late afternoon.
Today the sun sets, according to Google, at 4:46 pm.
There’s no snow yet to play in. It feels like possibilities are shutting down at the best of times. Add a pandemic and increasing lockdown like restrictions to that, especially ‘celebrate the holidays only with the people in your immediate household‘ to the mix and I was more worried about November than usual.
The good news? I made it. There were some very good days in there too. It wasn’t all a trudge.
I did daily gratitude posts.
I sat in front of my SAD lamp at breakfast
I got out of the house most days during daylight hours.
I did a lot of riding my bike in Zwift and Yoga with Adriene. I even graduated from Zwift Academy.
It helped that my bad knee has been behaving mostly and that riding helps keep my knee in line. Cheddar and I have been on some pretty long walks. Sometimes I’m not sure if it is feeling better or if I’m getting used to the pain. Either way, I’ll take it.
It’s a good thing that my knee is doing well. Given that hospitals are being kept busy with covid-19 patients, my knee replacement surgery is likely to be put off for awhile. University Hospital in London, Ontario which is where my surgery is to take place is currently battling covid-19 outbreaks on almost all of its floors including orthopedic surgery.
My best guess for when the surgery was to take place was December but that doesn’t seem likely now. I’m checking in with doctors next week to find out.
Side note: It was even hard to find November like photos. There are lots of fall colour photos of brilliant red and yellow leaves. There are lots of winter photos of woods in the snow and sunshine. Grey November with bare branches against the grey? Not so much. But in the right mood it’s got its own stark beauty. Doing okay in the rest of my life meant I had the emotional space, even with the pandemic, to see that.
I’m ending November less nervous about the next one, especially since things are looking good for the worst effects of the pandemic to be over.
Here’s my happy dance in anticipation of sun and snow and the gradual end of the pandemic!